Once I got on antidepressants, I started to get a better grasp of everything. I felt as if I could finally let the weight fall from my shoulders; unburden those immense feelings that were smothering me and lay them down. I felt like I could calmly work through one by one all the ...
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To continue, 2018 began with me being in a state of limbo, so to speak. I was caught between dueling personalities. One existed solely because of the fear that my world would fall apart if anyone found out about the other. And that other one was giving me increasing amounts of...
The year of the Phoenix, 2018; it was the absolute worst year of my life, and yet, the most wondrous year of my life. The year rang in amongst a chaos of emotions throughout my life at that time. My egg cracked years before, and I was still trying to decipher the fallout while...
Trans·gen·der /transˈjendər,tranzˈjendər/ denoting or relating to a person whose sense of personal identity and gender does not correspond with their birth sex. Seems like that definition encompasses a whole lot of real estate, yet is somehow still lacking. Does my personal...
Thinking back over my life, I remember a strange attraction to girly things as early as age four. I would go to family gatherings, wishing my hair was long so I could wear pretty hair ribbons and barrettes. I wanted to wear a pretty dress and cute shoes. My mom made her own cloth...
This is my final post in the series ‘Am I Transsexual’ – it marks the point where I went from questioning and exploring to beginning my journey in earnest. In all likelihood I’m still recovering from SRS, and won’t feel like doing much besides restin...
Dear readers, Well before my surgery I scheduled a series of posts entitled ‘Am I Transsexual’ – as a way to transfer articles I originally posted on Crossdresser Heaven to a more appropriate place, and to share my journey with new readers. As you read the below...
If all has proceeded as planned I will be on my way to Arizona for gender reassignment surgery in a few days. Your thoughts and prayers would be a most welcome blessing to me at this time. No doubt it will be a while before I’ll be able to check any electronic communication...
In a continuation of the series first published on Crossdresser Heaven, I explore my earliest transgender memories. To get where you’re going it’s critical to know where you are, and often helpful to know where you’ve been. I must confess that much of my childhood is shroud...
To my dear readers, In a few short days I’ll be undergoing gender reassignment surgery – the key to unlocking the rest of my life. A blessed beginning that I’m eager to embrace. Since in all likelihood I’ll be able to focus on little other than recovery fo...
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