To continue, 2018 began with me being in a state of limbo, so to speak.Β I was caught between dueling personalities.Β One existed solely because of the fear that my world would fall apart if anyone found out about the other. And that other one was giving me increasing amounts of...
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The year of the Phoenix, 2018; it was the absolute worst year of my life, and yet, the most wondrous year of my life.Β The year rang in amongst a chaos of emotions throughout my life at that time.Β My egg cracked years before, and I was still trying to decipher the fallout while...
I originally posted this on another social media site on 3/31/19 and edited names as they are not members of this site. In ’79 my brother took me to my first ever concert to see Rush on their Permanent Waves tour. I wasn’t yet 14, but the image on the album’s co...
Too Much Baggage to Transition
Stephanie Kennedy Emotional Transition, Hormone Replacement Therapy (HRT), Physical Transition 24Over the years I have had so many opportunities to accept my true self and begin a life of being the woman I so much want, but I denied and shamed myself my entire life. I left my family home at 19 years old to begin my adult life. I had no one to care for but myself. I shared a ...
A year ago yesterday, August 13, I filed my court orders for my name and gender change; my first major step towards social transition. I had been on hormones for almost three months. Although during the first two months, I didnβt think I would fully transition. I only wanted to...
My mother wanted a girl when I was born. My mom put tights on me on for a family picture day. From then on, I knew that I was supposed to be a girl. I started out dressing in my grandmother’s dress. All dressed up made me feel human. My desire to crossdress went away for se...
Β Β Iβm coming up on a year since I came out and went full time as Stephanie. What a year it has been. Iβve never been happier and freer in my skin than I have been in the last year. If only I known prior to transition how it would affect me, I’d have done this years ...
I can recall the first time I began to realize that I was feminine. I was five-years old and fascinated by girls’ clothing and shoes. I loved how they looked and wanted to wear them. I would watch my mom do her nails and get ready. My parents noticed it as well. I would com...
It’s been many months since I’d last seen my therapist; her name is Kelly. She’s one of us, and she’s great at making me feel comfortable in acknowledging who I am. Butβ¦ she said that it’s time to tell my wife. I know that I need to; I’m sure...
Labels are everywhere. Theyβre on the things we buy, the places we go, and the people we connect to. In some way, each of us is labeled. Boy or girl, black, white, Asian, a descriptive mix of tall, short, fat, thin, and masculine or feminine are all used to define us by the use...
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