Since my childhood, I found myself in girls' clothes, and my mother used to beat me and my father beat me severely, and after all this punishment, I still found myself in girls' clothes, and I was waiting for the opportunity to stay in the house, and after they left, I would dress and spoil and be very happy, my soul is the soul of a girl .
I sort of feel like April, above. Then, I don't. There are times being male I feel like a normal person, but, as my years pass, that is less and less. You see, I love the sense of being Roxanne, the warmth, the satisfaction, the happiness of being a woman. Those days, back in the late 50's and 60's, I never nfelt like I wanted to be a lady. I enjoyed slipping on some intimate articles of clothing, but never wanted to remain in them! I was simply too afraid, and it felt wrong! But now, now I am happy in a skirt, and feel so wonderful. Things are quite a bit freer now (but still, long way to go, unfortunately), and I yearn more everyday to come out as a woman. You know, back in the old days, I would not even admit that! Now, I love being Roxanne, and might even consider being a man's wife! I am ever so happy as Roxanne, and want to be her forever!
Yes, I DO!
Roxanne Lanyon
I remember wanting to be a girl, when I was a boy. I was too chicken sh*#. Always been bi, thanks to my stepfather's attentions. Now, at 63, I've lost 200 pounds and grew out my lovely silver hair to my mid back. I have thrown out ALL my boy clothes. Replaced them from the women's departments. I've gotten several questionable looks from my very religious wife of 33 years. So tired of living a lie.
Thank you, April, for sharing. I can relate to a lot of what you wrote. Being a woman in a man's body is very challenging. I so much want to live life as my authentic self I work every day to prepare myself to become that person. I'm a Transgender Woman!
Barbra