I just wanna say I love your outfit. You look very feminine and beautiful! Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share that with us!
I hope your finance situation gets better and you can save up to move away for good. This is tough time for everyone and I fear it will only get tougher.
I think you are a very kind person and it sucks having to go through the bullying and not being appreciated by your family. But also I think you should not let people step on you. I don't think you should accept taking abuse from your coworkers, can't tell you what to do but in my situation I whould speak up about it to management. Even with making more money I don't know how happy you will be continue working there. The situation is tough you have to be pragmatic while trying to survive, just don't let yourself become someone who compromise yourself to appease other people because in the end you will just become more unhappy and less confidence about yourself.
Hi Chealsea
Thanks for your article. It did remind me a lot of my childhood. My childhood experiances made me feel worthless and i am still struggeling. I am 60 now and do have to adress my struggle properly now
Your experiences are very similar to many of us, most of us are hiding. It’s such a huge secret weighing us down, gradually societies are becoming more acceptable , and hopefully you live in a more accepting community. If not, I really believe you should move to somewhere where you can be accepted and live your life as you want. Don’t leave it until you are older and full of regret. If your family can’t accept you yet then that’s their problem, not yours. if they really love you they will accept you. If not then you will find new friends to be your family. Be brave and be you. Best wishes and be exited for what the future holds for you!