I would like to share my life with all the beautiful women here. Accept who you are. I waited too long, and yet it was the perfect time. I was known by my mother, and every woman that I was ever with. Each knew my true self, but I was too afraid to agree and admit that I was a woman.
What a shame that the world has become a place where we should feel ashamed of admitting that we are truly beautiful women. Biologically-born girls have the versatility of being tomboys, and their parents are proud. If a biologically-born male feels like a girl, the world is disgraced. How unfair! What this told me was that women were the lesser. How arrogant! The world worships beautiful actresses. They are adored by millions. Women across America worked hard during World War II to provide for the country, and are honored. But I should feel ashamed to be a female?
Fortunately, the world has evolved some. When I say βsome," it means we still have a long way to go. I decided that, no matter what, I have to be the woman that I am. Most of us eventually realize that we have to accept this, and proclaim βYES," I am a woman!"
At that point in my life. I told my wife that I felt like -- that I was -- a woman. I told her that I did love her, but I must finish my life as the woman that I am. It did not end well, but I understood. I was at first also confused about what I wanted. Then I realized that part of me wanted to be a man's wife. My dreams consisted of a handsome man totally attracted to and aroused by me, a female. He wanted to devour me, kiss me deeply, pulling me tight against him, a man with a woman.
I am living this now! You can, too, if this is how you feel. My man treats me like a woman, and respects my power as a woman! He loves me like the future wife to whom he recently proposed!
I hope my life goes where my dreams lead me. My message to each of you is be who you are, suffer the uneducated and all the people who do not understand. Your life is yours, not a script written by society. You are a woman, no different than a biologically-born woman. Be proud! Hold your head high! Be beautiful!
Thank you for sharing and inspiring me with you story Marsha.
Give me hope xx.
Thank you for sharing Marsha - I am on a different journey than you, but they are all equally valid. Just be who you are is the main message I take.
Marsha,
Thank you for you inspirational story.
Hugs,
Vanessa-Marie
Thank you Marsha. I'm still in the throws of the physical transition, but find myself starting to consider the future beyond that in more detail. It's not settled in my mind what my preferences will be, so I don't dwell on them. I know I would be an emotional wreck to anyone at this point and wouldn't want to ruin a good relationship nor spend a lot of energy at it. Yes, it would be wonderful to have a partner to hold my hand through the changes. One that would love me for who I am. But, asking them to give their all while getting almost nothing in return while I do this would be too much.
Hi Marsha......Sweetie.....that is a lovely story of your life. Yes, life has ups and downs but the greatest up of all is discovering who you really are and want to be. Pursue those goals no matter how hard they get to be. Be all you can be. That is what life truly is all about. I am behind you 100 per cent or if you need a shield....just call me. I will be in front of you.
Big Bear Hugs!!!!
Dame Veronica
Your words make me want to live as the woman I am all day and night! I just don't think I can when my family doesn't know my woman side at all! They only know man side! I'm not sure how they will take it when I do tell them!
I still need to work on my make up and getting my teeth!
Lovely story which encourages to be full-time woman but this is practically aurdous.One has to prepare people around us to accept what we are.One thing we cannot go on hiding our true self the day has to come to reveal our female side.Thanks for the article.
Love sati
