Hello

My name is Bethany. I've been searching for answers on my own for a few years since I started questioning my gender. It's been hard for me to nail down by myself but, I do know I feel comfortable calling myself Bigender (F/NB).

I've felt femininity quite often but have dismissed it as other things for so long and, when I'm not feeling like a woman I feel outside. It's hard to explain what it feels like. something not male, not female yet, I resort to learned male behavior when I slip into it.

I want to stop the learned behavior dropped on me for the last 30 years and hopefully feel more courage to take a bigger step. I'm low-key scared to fully admit it to myself because, society isn't the kindest to people outside the cis/hetero-normative way of life.