Hi everyone,
I'm Evelyn and I'm on a journey to discover my real identity. As it can be seen on my profile I have been crossdressing for quite a long time with a five year gap and recently I started to do that again and it feels extremely liberating. I have always been struggling with the thought I feel like a woman and I want to be one, but until quite recently I believe my egg started to crack. As I do crossdressing actively I have to admit myself when I look in the mirror I finally see myself (or quite close) how I supposed to be and I feel finally an inner peace. I have had a lot of difficulty to be one of the boys and be masculine all the time and when I see ladies I am always envy their look and their social role. If I had the pill to change my gender I wouldn't think for too long. I just came out recently to my therapist that I ruminate tremendous amount of time to live as a female. I'm struggling quite a lot what to do. I have a family and I'm not sure if I was accepted (even if crossdressing is completely accepted by my wife) and if I should do any steps further. In any case I think it was a great start to join first CDH and share a couple of things and it is a great step also to join TGH.
I really hope I can learn from you here and hope I can also support others with their situation.
All the best,
Evelyn ☺️
Evelyn:
Good to have you with us! You know, MANY here have faced the same issues that you talked about. The fact that you are working with a therapist will likely turn out to be very helpful. There are many things to work through and understand. One thing to know is that not every therapist has experience with gender issues, so finding a person who does is important. Hopefully, your person does.
Good Luck!
Hello and welcome Evelyn
Hi Evelyn.
Welcome to TGH. A friendly, understanding and supportive community.
I am at CDH too.
Gisela
