How many times am I allowed to change my mind? Every time I push back and step back into the closet I emerge in a more feminine outfit and the space between me stepping back into the closet and re-emerging becomes less as does the resistance to coming back out, but the time spent out of the proverbial closet is longer.
How is it that I know all of this about myself but can't seem to name a single friend? I'm in no danger because of this, if I did, I have the VA for support. But what about you? So many questions.
When it's your time to accept yourself for who you are, there will be no closet for you to hide back in. For now do what you have to do for as many times as it takes for you and don't be pressured to be anything other than who you are meant to be!