Thanks, Cloe. Maybe I'll stick around for a while. 🙂
Hi Stephanie I enjoy both sites I can relate to so many people in both sites .Its wonderful.. The word transgender is fairly new to me in the past year. I was trying to figure out what was wrong with me when I found CDH and found out there is a whole lot of people like me that are dealing with the same issues. TGH has helped me understand what struggles are coming at me in my search to be a whole as a person. My wife said to me last night her wish for me in this new year was for me to find true happiness and she also told me I deserve it.Those words started my eyes to water I could not respond. CDH and TGH members have helped me understand and accept who I am. The joy I got from crossdressing and all that was involved with it was heavenly and so exciting it was my favorite past time.I did what most of us did enjoyed shopping spending too much money only to go into denial ,hate myself and. purge over and over again my whole life. It just came to a point in my life where I decided it was enough I wanted to understand WHY. I was tired of hating myself. I did not like that woman that has been in my brain my whole life. I did every thing I could to rid myself of those thoughts. I decided just to go where those thoughts led me. Just let go and stop fighting what came natural for me. I should of done this whole journey long ago. It some ways it is sad. I spent a life time learning how to be a man and emulating men the best I could but never really felt like one. What makes me sad is those people that I love do not know the true me. They tell me I am a grumpy old man. I know in my heart I am a very lovely caring woman that never would want to see them hurt for any reason. Those of you who are trying to figure it out please take the time and figure it out. Start to begin your life knowing who you are and accepting that you you may have a few challenges to overcome to get where you want to go. Most people do. Please have a very happy New Year. Luv Stephanie
