Hiya everyone 💫

I'm new here. Not really sure what to say. My bio is kinda depressing lulz. Besides my wife I don't have a support system. I am happy to find this site though. After years of struggling with thoughts and ideas, trying to ask myself and solve the question myself. I decided to study phycology and for the first time I seen the phrase " gender dysphoria ".

I realized that others are the same. Unfortunately life got in the way. I have been married once before which I have 3 kids with. My oldest is 18. I don't see them unfortunately. I am 38 now, after working the jobs I did to support my family I was badly injured and found I had other problems. So after crying for weeks. I was convinced that disability was my only option because I couldn't physically continue working any longer. After all that I decided to confront my biggest secret. I decided to tell my family that I am a woman. Yeah like most understand, that doesn't sit to well with most. Good thing is my wife doesn't hate me lol. She is extremely supportive. I feel in happy though. I tried going to the doctor and explain my situation,I was told I needed therapy. After I seen a therapist and things I thought was going ok. She quit my case. No explanation. I tried another office, litterly the same thing happened. The guy just quit. Lulz. Since covid, it's only gotten worse. So I gave up on traditional therapy. I decided to troll the internet looking for forums. After some time I found this. Lol I truly was thinking for awhile that maybe it's really just stories or television. Until I read a lot of posts here. I now know that I am not alone. Maybe here in my neighborhood but not the world. Lol. I'm am excited to learn more about everyone. I don't really believe in the social media thing. I think I am the only person that doesn't have twitter or Facebook.

In my spare time I work on private projects through datacamp and tor. I code and work on shell command's. My new project is the data from the virus, which I won't get into. Other than that, yeah I will end this. I look forward to hearing from all my new friends.     {°∆°}  ("q")