Hi ladies my name is Lisa S Johnson I’m a trans woman and buckle in as I tell you about myself an my situation. I’m 39 married of 6 years and been living my whole life as a lie. I’ve always sneak a wear girly satin clothes since age 6 I’ve always felt more comfortable in fem an recently my marriage has been toxic and abusive mentally a physically I have kids . My mom pushed us to get married an her family. I’m mentally challenged an my mom an wife an her family take advantage of me an I’m tired I have no friends nowhere to go no one to turn to I hate my boy clothes I hate faking this manly persona im crying in secret cause im unhappy with myself an can’t get help where iam cause its so packed down here in Palm Springs im leaving my wife in feb to start transitioning an start seeing a therapist but i have nowhere literally nowhere to go my family an hers are big time Christians an they would stone me my wife knows but she weaponizes it an tries to lower my self esteem with transphobic words she highly transphobia her an her family an mines so that’s why I have no one to turn to. I need to get out this house I yarn to be free so bad but I have nowhere no support an she’s thrown away my id ssn birth certificate to control me an I can’t find help cause there’s none I’ve tried but there full so it’s hard an I’ve come here to vent an make friends who experience similar situations please feel free to add me an offer me any advice or help I’d very much be thankful 🙏💜
@lisalovey Lisa, first and foremost, given the abuse, I know I would be seeking legal help right away. And contact the Transgender Health and Wellness Center ( https://trans.health/), They are local to you at 340 South Farrell Drive, Suite A208, Palm Springs, CA. Call them at (760) 202-4308. There are many other places that can help as well. Hugs, and keep us posted.
@lisalovey Make an appointment with a therapist aaat the LGBTQ Center of the Desert in Palm Springs NOW. They have good people and make fee adjustments according to income.
Dont worry been there done that. Problem is we never quit and if spouse is unaccepting you must decide your life. Cost me my marriage but i wasnt able mentally to not dress. We have very beautiful lives but sometimes society is cruel. I cannot personally ever stop. The hardest part is finding girls where you are? I love dressing and would even consider a relationship with another if we are comfortable
@michelleburk I’ve given up ngl I called an seemed help but places where I am are full of people who need help so I’ll have to force myself to live a lie but I do thank you for your encouragement 🙌👑🙏
