new here

I honestly cant remember if ive done this or not.

I know theres a little about me in my profile, but i thought it polite to cover

all bases. Its basically my profile and a few other bits of info:

Hi
Im transgender, my partner of 10 years died recently, and Im
sort of lost without them.
Id never met anyone until Vicki who accepted me-no rejoiced in
who I am, so consquentially my relationships have been short lived
and disastrous until I met her.
That was when I was 50. Far as we were concerned, we were going to
see our old age together, and were getting married next year.
I don't have any friends, my family has long since gone, and in
any case had disowned me anyway.
When you lose your soulmate it cuts you adrift, I'm trying to find
a new reason each day to carry on - a promise I made.
Someone suggested Facebook. I have to be honest, Ive always hated
social media, and normally wouldn't touch facebook with a bargepole.
However, I relented and joined, primarily because I noticed there
was a TG group in Barnsley.
I think Id been in the group about 5 hours when I got an email from
Meta/facebook saying Id breached their guidelines and my account
suspended, to which I could appeal.
They didn't say WHY it was suspended (arseholes), just that it had.
Ive appealed of course, but given they don't tell me what rules
Ive broken, its quite difficult.
Anyway, I saw mention of your group/forum in an internet search
and thought Id see what the procedure is to join.
I probably could use friends in my life now.
Ive recently resumed writing, drawing, and doing tarot readings
again (done it since I was 15, on and off)
If anyones interested, I can do readings for them.
Im not sure that even given my age and maturity im in a position
to give anybody advice on life as a transgender person.
I most certainly however give them advice on what to NOT do.
Ive found this out at great personal cost .
So, if theres any way I can help, please let me know.
By helping someone I would be helping myself, Ive been a carer
most of my life. Vicki was disabled, and my health has taken a
severe tumble. Its currently under investigation by the hospital.
Kind Regards
Kelly