So far 2024 has been overwhelmingly satisfactory. It has showered me with blessings and friendships. The experiences at Keystone (Harrisburg) and Esprit (Port Angeles) have positively transformed my life, giving me a more comfortable space to inhabit. I will write more about my experiences at Esprit.
Before, the community only existed virtually for me. I had very limited contact with transgender people and none with crossdressers. Within a hostile and restrictive environment. Keystone gave me the opportunity to experience the meaning of acceptance and at Esprit I had the opportunity to confirm it. I have been touched by the love of all the crossdresser and transgender people I have met at these events and I feel the need to contribute more collectively. Mainly the personal approach to my friends from CDH and TGH (to a lesser extent) has been beneficial and fun. I haven't had better days in a long time.
The most important thing is that I had the chance to show myself, be accepted, loved and even receive compliments that fed my spirit. In the last two months I have done things that I never imagined possible before, like being interviewed for a future documentary by a journalist who inspired my confidence, and modeling. I would have called anyone crazy who had predicted this to me. The best thing is that I don't regret anything, not even the Marilyn experience while I was walking through the streets of Port Angeles and the wild wind lifted up my black dress short skirt as I just finished to cross the street. Almost a panic situation.
I am very grateful for this sisterhood and the new friends who have helped me gain more confidence to experience my femininity in a more complete way. I no longer feel like a ghost. I love you all.
Cinnamon kisses
Gisela Claudine
Gisela, being happy with one's self, seems to be an elusive thing to most everyone, and finding that happy place if life is something to be held tightly and cherished. So here's to hoping the rest of the year blesses you as has the beginning of the year. Hugs
Inner happiness is the key
That's how I understood it. I have finished the draft of my article on Esprit. I'll let it rest until tomorrow for a final review and correction before submitting it. I am never plenty satisfied but I think it is good enough.
Gisela