20 + years on gender affirming hormones and I still just see a giant dude in the mirror, well...from the armpits down unless I squat to actually see my male presenting face as well, some are lucky enough to present/pass. Some, like myself, will have to be content with having the correct hormone levels and just being who we are. It aint easy being a giant either though....I've spent all week doing jobs that no other maintenance person at my job could hope to reach.
Did recently start on estrogen pellets in Dec. though, and am actually feeling some growth after all these years and that's pretty great.