thanks. transitioning took me about 2 years after i figured out what was going on! then about two more getting used to it. i was so happy, i thought i might need a cat scan. but after a year i realized happy was the new normal. sex is all mixed up with transitioning but not in the typical way. its a vibrant sex. like when you feel sexy wearing a mini! overt sex with another person has been more about affirmation for me. i cant figure out why the straights make such a big deal about it?
after about a decade of this i still find myself happy for no reason. sometimes i am worried or freaked but that doesnt last long. all this political stuff by the right wing is laughable. that mentality is what i grew up with, i think i can take whatever they throw at me. but always underneath i see the desperat nature of the right and i know things will get better for us.