You found us! That’s a good thing!
This site exists to provide peer support and to prevent isolation; 2 things that many trans people really need.
I don’t know what your situation is, but many here have seen benefits from working with a therapist. But, the important thing is to find someone who is experienced in gender issues. That makes all the difference in the world.
It would be helpful if you completed your Profile page. It allows other members to get a sense of how things are going and how you are doing. This thread will eventually wind up at the bottom of the pile, but your Profile page will always be accessible and you can update it at any time.
If you would like to search for other members in your area, click on Social in the menu and then Member Directory…