Yes, I understand what you are saying. Unfortunately these are also hard times for therapists as many have been unable to work with patients, or a reduced number, for some time.
I don’t know exactly where you are in Ontario, but 2 things come to mind:
- Do a search for any LGBT resources in your area. Some LGBT organizations/centers offer therapy services. Some may be free and others on a sliding scale fee arrangement
- Psychology Today magazine has a database of therapists on their web site. There is a globe icon to the upper right. If yours does not say “CA” next to it, click on it and select Canada before doing your search