six kids? wow! two was enough for me. i have had a couple of trans friends in the military. they pretty much go in your direction. ? i am still connected with a transsexual lady in florida who was in the air force. she was very good at her job also and everyone knew but her i guess. her wife reacted about like yours. she ended up married to a lesbian and is happy. she still loves her former wife even though she walked all over my friend. oh well! often i will look at women and realize i’m pretty much the only one wearing dresses. so i started wearing my kilts instead. i love my kilts. they are wrap around and weather well. i have everything from a mini to calf length in my heritage weave. often i think i am just dressing the way my ancestors did. fem is interesting. my dad was alway telling me to throw my shoulders back and straighten up. well i do now! its a struggle a bit sometimes! i notice women often compensate from breast weight with their posture. so i mimic that at times. i don’t mess with breast forms. the natural padding of my bras is plenty of form. i guess my mind has moved on a bit from the thrill of dressing fem. i do all the time, so… i am gravitating toward a more public job from my online job. bucking the trend? and i wonder if i will be able to function in that job. i guess i’m not quite ready for display in that format. and i’m getting too old really, for such things. my choices are few. i’m actually quitting a graphics job cause the money has dwindled. but subway is hiring? i’m not sure i really need to work all that much. it would be more for my head. plateauing is a bit boring. 🙂
i never could get into the sissy thing. i have fantasized about subbing to men. but that has ended. i really don’t want to sub at all anymore. i think it was a phase? so many phases!