I have found some research and have been to transgender support chat. My history coupled with being aware how just pronouns make me feel seem to all point to Transgender. I have accepted I can’t outrun these feelings and know they won’t go away. I have told myself I am a woman and I am Trans and it makes me smile.
Then I think, this can’t be but others stories sound so familiar and that gender dysphoria doesn’t discriminate. I need to talk to a therapist and am contemplating what/when to tell my wife. Lately I have been thinking I should just tell her… I am dealing with something I thought would go away but hasn’t, and it’s severely affecting my sleep and giving me anxiety. I am questioning my gender and I need to talk to a therapist for my sanity.
Thanks for listening and advice.