Thank you for sharing your transformation. Clearly this was something you really wanted, and went through much already. I am well read so I can make similar choices for myself, but am no expert as every transition is unique. But I can say, if that was the step you believed was right for you, then yes, you should have made it, and don’t look back. But do find people that you can interact with and have a life in the body you chose to conform with your inner self. And for what it’s worth, I am proud of you!