Prior to Autumn there was a man that cared enough to see through himself and visualize Autumn. Whatever is left of that man is allowing himself and Autumn to prioritize Autumn in your life.
Before I became Lukcia; I was secretly Lukcia inside, and when safely at home I would let Lukcia bloom. I am fully out everywhere now, but it took years.
As the man I was, I was in retirement rapidly becoming dysfunctional, I was destroying my health and my wife’s health. I was destroying our marriage and collapsing both of our dreams. Becoming Lukcia saved me from my earlier self. Now I have to go through some more hell as everything changes; but this time changes for the better.
So Autumn, you dance your Happy-Girl-Dance in the safety of your home, but always keep Autumn inside waiting to help you be a healthier and happier man knowing that she is there. Her time will come.
What a beautiful name: Autumn, in Maine that is when the whole state breaks out in a rainbow of colors.