Hi Aoife, I started my new life at 60 and I would do it again,(maybe a little different)that’s how hard my disphoria has hit me. I can say I have lost a lot of things and including my 40 year marriage and some friends, but it is better then my life.. I am just saying I told myself and my wife I will just put it back in the closet, I got worse, found that pain Meds. mad me numb to the point of getting myself in trouble and killing my marriage, so it was better to become my true self.
So I’m saying that going back to living as the male you were born might not want to cooperate, or I should say the women you putting back in the closet wont cooperate. Just saying that is what happened to me.
Love and peace