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It sounds like you live in a fairly rural part of North Dakota. That does complicate the issues of access to therapists and support. Psychology Today magazine maintains an online database of therapists. Perhaps you may be able to find a workable situation. Also more therapists are doing online sessions, so that may also help.
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