Sorry Alexis, I should have been more clear. I didn’t mean its the only thing i want. I clearly understand that i need to be on HRT for set amount of time before i can be considered for surgery, and i want the HRT to feminise my body and my emotions. My concern is the three year wait is pushing everything back, it could be 5+ years minimum before i can even deal with the thing that is killing me inside, even though i know what needs to be done its really not fair.
Yes it’s not fair and it does cause us a lot of unnecessary stress in our lives but in the meantime use this to find and learn more about yourself and you will find that time flies . This is a long life journey which never ends you have lots of time so slow down your thoughts and enjoy the journey . If you ever want to chat you are more then welcome to send me a PM anytime .