HaHaaa I was expecting a story to follow the title. I’m in the mist of my 3rd year as a Dresser. I was unexpectedly bitten by the Femme Bug in the Fall of 2018. There was a battle of confusion within for several months. I couldn’t understand this change that had come upon me; this compulsion of Femininity. I must admit there was that initial sexual turn on from the garments and fabrics. Perhaps being naughty was the big excitement. Doing and participating in the forbidden. I was developing my feminine movements and mannerisms, walking and talking. Now I had a fem name and persona. It all started with a fluke opportunity to try on a pair of black Stiletto ankle boots. It took from October to January for me to come out to myself. I had no previous experience with this type of change or life style. I started searching the Internet. I was skittish it took time and multiple guest visits before I was willing enough to join CDH and TGH. I’m a MTF Crossdressing Closet Girl – today I know and accept that. It took the majority of two years to actually come out to myself. A level of Femininity that’s beyond the sexual play thing. I have no intention to transition. I like having access to both aspects of my MTF life. It took time before I could come out to myself, a self acceptance. I also know that in my little world … to step out of my Closet would mean the distraction my little world as I know it. Some may say that’s too dramatic. When I finally came out to myself. It was to come out with several realities in my life. Just because I’ve come to accept it doesn’t mean others will or would.
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