Thanks for your response, yeah it is a little late, but means a lot all the same. When I wrote this I never thought I’d have strength to one out socially without HRT but I have and I’m all the happier for it. I live permanently as a woman now and am in the process of getting my legal documents changed into my new name and gender 🙂
I have my first appointment with gender care on the 4th Oct as I figured out I could go private and do shared care with my doctor.
I’m in a seriously better place right now and I’m actually enjoying life for once.