Glad that you are here. While we are all at various stages in our lives and transformations, consider that we are all Works In Progress. It is the nature of things and think of it as a marathon.
Many here have chosen to work with a therapist. Often it is very difficult for us to begin to sort out our lives and plans because, obviously, we are intimately involved. Therapists can help to get a more objective view of these significant events and help plot a course forward. However, it is important to find someone who has experience in gender issues as not everyone does.
Are there any support groups in your area that you can link up with? Owing to restrictions, many groups have been operating via ZOOM and other remote teleconferencing programs.
Thanks for completing your Profile page! It really helps other members to understand you and your situation better.
Also, you can search of other members in your area by clicking on Social in the menu and then Member Directory…