October 3, 2021 at 7:11 am #119472
I guess what I’m going to miss are the things I did to hide the things I wad hiding. I hid something I was ashamed of so the thing I did to keep it hidden became associated with positive feelings…good, no one knows. So, those things gotta go. They’re the vase in the above scenario. I focused on German Industrial music, for example, because it made people see me as more male. I love it, but made it more of a focus for that reason. I also LOVE Selena Gomez and now she’s gotta get some of the focus that the loud Germans used to. That’s one example of many. And it illustrates what I mean by missing the “fake” me.