” Those ladies I have spoken to all have told me that you are ready to transition when you come to the point in your heart where you would rather die then continue as a male. ”
I’d go with that and add that it doesn’t fade as you transition. My HRT prescription went missing recently…the panic I went into was worse than anything I can ever remember. It felt like life or death in my mind…no option of ever going back to being male…it would be jump off a bridge for me and I’m totally serious about that.
Never one regret, of my four sisters only one speaks to me now…but no matter…it happens. A few friends and ex’s lost but it was never about keeping what I had…it was about being me at last, at any cost. I guess that’s how determined you have to be.