I am not sure I have the right to comment in this post. But I think I know what you mean Alex. I have not yet had the kind if experience you had at the gynocologist’s office. Mine is private.
I have struggled for so long, fighting against the intense incessant desire to be at first a little girl, then a pre-teen, teen, and young college age woman, up to the point now where I would have to be considered a senior woman. It has been a life long battle usually with me arguing from the very objective evidence that my body was distinctly male. “I mean look at me I am a male, a man. Right!?”
Yes, but not yes.
The battle ceased when that moment arrived in my mind where I am embraced my truth. I am a male in body; in heart I am a woman.
I am a woman, I am a woman, I am a woman, I AM a woman!
How satisfying it was to finally break through, discover and embrace that about myself.
That was such a calming but exhilarating moment. I can only imagine what it will be like when I know for the first time that others also finally and genuinely take me as a woman.
I am happy for you Alex. At this point I can only I shine how wonderful that must be. But in my imagine I can’t see it as anything but magical.
Blessings,
Charlene.
-44x44.jpeg){kind=small}
