Reply To: Does everyone want srs ?

[Barri Andrea]

I think about it pretty much always, Though I can NEVER live as a woman or present successfully in public as such.

I am seriously considering an Orchi soon so i can dump the anti androgens.

I am certain I will eventually go full GCS but being perceived as a giant male by anyone with eyes is what I am cursed to regardless my genitalia.

I WILL pursue gender affirming medical interventions but whats underneath will necessarily remain undercover

I work in a predominately male field, wear a company supplied uniform of male carhart clothing, have to order size 16 male steel toe shoes outside the company contracted supplier of footwear.

20 years on hormones have done nothing to make me look feminine with any gender clothing.

This is not a pity party, just my reality. I accept it as such.