I don’t think I really knew, never heard transgender until a few years ago.
I just didn’t like boys games at school and I was never a team player. Boys never really took to me anyway, I was never one of the gang…and seen as a bit ‘odd’ and ‘girly’. I played mostly with the girls or a classmates sister…which is why I made friends with them usually. So I’m going to say 10yrs old I felt ‘not right.’
I just kept plodding away at being a boy and wishing I could be a girl…which was a fantasy as far as I could see. I had no idea it was even possible. Gay and transvestite where the only terms I knew and the twisted view of mutilated males that society loved to preach.
I was bi and rather naive and secretive…you had to be years ago. I always adored women and was popular but eventually realised (after they found out) the attraction wasn’t really sexual, I just wanted to be one of them. Now I am. x