December 11, 2021 at 1:57 pm #123056
Thank you Alex. It’s hard. I’m not used to feeling scared in such a situation. I’m a strong enough guy but I felt like I would have had no strength at all to defend myself – none. I had visions of them throwing me to the ground like a rag doll. Or taking me out back …. And down the road as I thought about it I was going through periods of being angry at myself for behaving and feeling that way. It makes no sense to me really.