Hi Jessica ,
I can totally relate to what you are saying when thing seem to just fall into place . Nothing more then that feeling of being on top of the world only to have it come crashing down . Spent part of my life curled up in ball so I wouldn’t have to face the world . I developed the attitude why bother which only sent me further down the rabbit hole with out any carrots for comfort . It wasn’t until I started changing my way of looking at the situation and taking action for me to get past that . Fear is a powerful tool , it can save us from danger , it can control our very foundation , but we can also use it to learn and grow giving us a better understand of ourselves . Embrace who you are , love yourself but most of all forgive yourself and you see more then just a light at the end of the tunnel , but a whole world within .