Jessica , that is right , doors open and close all the time on us and we are the ones who chose which ones to enter . There is no guarantee on what is on the other side of any door . Letting go as we enter we at least don’t go in blindfolded and will have a clearer path . Give yourself time , you aren’t alone in your journey . Now stand up in the middle of the room , give yourslef a hug and say how much you love you !