Hi
Looking for a place where find information and people with transgender experience I found this and i think is great. I am 46. Crosdressing more than 20 years. Atracted to women clothes since I was a child and wearing some bras and similar but 20 years ago I started to wear completely like a woman and going outdoors in public. I do it only where people don´t recognize me, but still in the closet to my fam, friends, coworkers or anybody in my city. I thought I could have like a 2 different personalities and lifes. But Wearing women clothes won’t enough for me. I wanted to be more and more feminine every time. I didn´t like my imperfections. Arriving to a situation where the only way to “improve” were permanent changes I started to question myself. Questioning this issue I realize it has been affecting my life permanently. So many questions and fear getting me crazy.
You are not alone I think any of us suffer the same thing I do I’m in San Diego I try to go out and I get scared I get all dressed and then stay
inside and being a woman takes three
times as long but four times the fun.
