I too dwell constantly on wanting to come out to the world but my wife won’t let me. She is accepting and I get to dress all the time. But even that is not enough. I go out dresses publicly a few times a month but have not had a girls day or night with the ladies yet.
these desires do not recede. I have learned to embrace that I am transgender and do not feel guilty anymore.
love yourself for who you are girl and let the woman inside come out!