A nice wig, properly applied makeup, brow, lipstick, eyes…everything , with all woman fashionable clothing appropriate for a female my age and figure, breastforms, shapers, nice tan, waxed, groomed, elegant or matching accessories and jewelry, earrings painted toes and nails, open toe sandals or walking comfortably in heels, confident, postured and polite smile yet although I am not fooling anyone about the gender I was born, I just want to be treated as a lady . My voice may sound like a man, but my feminine side is more dominant, I don’t want to play in women’s sports, or exploit the situation, I just want to be treated as a lady. I am probably too old to make any expensive physical changes or risky health transformations but I do want to live my remaining life as I feel. I am thick skinned, yet modest, young at heart and feeling pretty, want to be accepted, not patronized. Sometimes I feel like Audrey Hepburn, other times I wonder if I am just an old fart out in a dress and fake boobs.
Sounds like me except not appropriately dressed … yet. Hoping that day might come, but I am not sure it ever will.
