Reply To: Long time no talk!

[Katie Time]

Hi Charlie, I had read your post earlier, and I wanted to digest it and consider how I feel about my identity. I am still in the beginning stages of figuring just how I do feel about myself. To be honest at first I thought that I was on the low end of a perceived scale of male on one end and female on the other. This thinking is starting to fail. I realize that, more and more my actions are speaking loudly. The way I sit, the way I place my hands. I constantly look at my crotch imagining a lack of a bulge. I have no desire to present as a man. I am afraid that it will soon become nearly impossible for me to continue to work in the disguise of manliness. And yet I love woman. I prefer their company and they always find a way to sit with me at the company meetings. Maybe they can feel a connection. I know I do. Bottom line is the deeper I go, the deeper I want to go. Hugs Katie

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