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I see that you are about 30 miles from the Fayetteville area. I suspect that it could be helpful if you got connected to whatever support services are available for transgender people. Also, during the pandemic many LGBT centers and other organizations started doing support groups and social groups online. Many have continued with that practice as it lessened the impact of time and transportation for people that might want to attend.
Also, many members here have found that working with a therapist has been helpful. However, it is important to find a therapist who has experience in gender issues as not every person has this skill set and experience.
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