Glad to have you with us, again!
I’m not surprised by the coming and going. Our life circumstances may change, situations may overwhelm us and many other things can happen. It is a group of experiences that we have not had before. We are on a path that is clearly not linear.
However, something to consider is that when you feel the need to be away, it may be better to just leave your account in place and just not log in for a while. That way, whatever contacts you have made, threads that you have initiated or replies that you have done remain in place.
Anyway, I suggest that you complete your Profile page as it helps others to get to know you. The page will always be readily available and can be updated at any time.
Are you connected with the trans community in Toronto? In recent times many LGBT centers have been doing social and support groups online, so this may work to lessen concerns about in person gatherings, transportation issues and time. Being able to interact with others in the community is almost always helpful as it lets us know that we are not alone and that others are dealing with the same issues…