Hi Amber, welcome to the site! Looks like you have a number of offers to help. i am a little over a year using T blocker and 3/4 of a year on estradiol. i was a CD for 6 decades, off and on, but my wife did not have a clue until i came out to her in July 2021 after 40 years of being a couple. She didn’t embrace it as your wife has and we are in process for divorce. I’m legally changing my name Dec. 16 and will be full time in feminine form just before Christmas. While i’m excited about the positive changes it’s not as fulfilling as it could be while grieving the loss of a spouse to divorce. She is fully supportive but cannot be with another woman as a spouse. Please don’t hesitate to PM me anytime. I have nothing to hide at this point and i’m tired of the lifetime of doing that anyway!