January 15, 2023 at 10:57 am #134972
Hi Chrissy!
First off thanks for sharing. I identify with your story so much…. Not sure i can give you any answers but i can tell you that you aren’t alone. When i used to look at a beautiful woman i thought what i was feeling was attraction. I have since learned that what i was feeling was the desire to be beautiful like them. I wanted to look like them, act like them, be looked at like they were, and just be a woman. I have started to embrace this and am becoming more comfortable with it. Hang in there…