So happy that you found us! I hope that you find being here will be very helpful.
It is a good thing that you are working with a therapist. Gender issues are very difficult to consider on our own. Our minds want to keep us safe by avoiding difficult and stressful situations. Clearly, any decisions that make about our gender identity have the potential to cause major upheavals in our lives so it is hard to think about them. What a therapist does is help keep you focused on the things that need to be considered.
Is there an LGBT center in your area? If possible I encourage you to get connected. It is a powerful thing to discover that are really are others like us that you can actually see and talk to.
You can search the member database for other members from Spain. You are one of 52 that are registered. However, probably not all of them are active on the site. To access the database, click on Social in the menu and then Member Directory.
It would be helpful for the understanding of other members if you completed your Profile page. It will always be accessible and can be updated at any time when something changes for you.