Hi Claire, ?
I feel empathy for you, so sorry this,has elevated to a crisis. Im 74 now and just beginning the steps towards transition, hopefully will start HRT next month. One thing Ive learned is this, it wont just go away as much as you might want it to. Ive been a crossdresser for about three years and have just been diagnoised with gender dysphoria. Well, as if there wasnt something to this urge towards being a woman in everyday life!
I wish you the very best. How you cope will be up to you, not anyone else. You might have to ignore those who dont understand and woyld have you surpress rather than express that side. But its your life and happiness at stake.
For me, Id rather be a,happy woman than a frustrated man. Regards, Alura S.
