Hi, Cathy! Like the others, I welcome you here and wish you all success on your journey.
An eensy, teensy, wee little, totally well-meaning piece of advice, though: “crossdresser” is a label that some here may not be personally comfortable with. For example, there are a number of ladies here who have more or less completed their transition, both medically and legally. A person who considers themselves a woman and is legally recognized as such is hardly going to think of herself as “crossdressing” when she slips into her bra and panties. I’d even go a little further: if you firmly feel yourself to be a woman and are in the transition process, regardless of where you are in that process, you are not “crossdressing” — you are only claiming something that is yours. (Reverse the pronouns and what I said above applies equally to our female-to-male brothers.)
Again, though – welcome to TGH and best of luck to you!