50? wow! we have 3 n I was tanning on deck today in a new bikini ..if someone shows up, I guess I blush n pull a shirt on..I’ve sort of accepted myself this way..even before a good therapist. is it wise? probably not. definitely not prudent but living 2 genders was killing me n exhausting. close neighbors haven’t said anything, yet. mail carrier asked politely when we were chatting. shrugs, so what
yes I hope we all find our correct paths, including myself, i hope this is right for my life..I’ve thought of it for a long time..
happy tanning dear