June 11, 2023 at 7:55 am #138707
Yeah I know and I am currently she works while I’m home with the kids my current job has me home by 10ish most mornings so she and I haven’t interacted much…. you and I have similar stories except the age it occurred honestly I tried to lie to myself and be what she wanted… kind of a recurring theme in my life I get these feelings and then I think It’ll go away if I just try to be what someone else needs… but I’ve hit that point where I just couldn’t keep lying to myself and need to be myself Truly… I also have alot of mental trauma I’m working on in therapy