You know Rowena, you are so right. I’m so glad I brought this up since it really shows me that I’m not alone in what I feel. I’m normally a very shy person.
I can completely relate to the “siamese twins” thing. That’s basically how it feels, two people, same body. But, I’m not going to say that August isn’t prone to a little road rage too lol. I have been trying to let August have the control lately. Even dressed as a man, I still feel feminine inside. But, it’s those pesky times when August is sleeping or something that things go downhill and I get locked up in the male persona.
Therapy is a good direction to go; but I’m just so introverted and shy that it’s very hard for me to make those steps. In that respect, I’d really like somebody to hold my hand and lead me there; but I know I have to do this on my own.
Thanks again Rowena,
hugs,
A. Marie
