While I’m still uncertain of what is dysphoria and what isn’t, what I have experienced certainly does change. Some days I’m fine and it doesn’t bother me a lot and others it can get quite bad. Just recently I’ve had moments where I could just cry but couldn’t quite let it out.
My thoughts of “what would I look like if I was female” came and went but always came back, since Pandora’s box finally opened ita been replaced with thoughts of how I want a female body.
Judging by how it was before, I imagine this will continue to come and go. So I don’t think it just stops.
